Its been a long while...

Many things have happened during this period..i've entered another phase in my life yet again. That one thing which has been waiting to happen has finally erupted.

Officially, im back to singlehood...well, it does take a little while of getting used to honestly, iim afterall not a robot that can be switched off emotionally. People ask me if im sad, the answer is of course a resounding yes. But time will heal...im being much more rational and sensible this time round, so just let me be alone for awhile and i'll be fine. If stime in the midst of talking or doing something i suddenly go quiet, something would have triggered a memory and i just need time to get over it yeah...

I've just been back from Tokyo, and im heading to HK next weekend for the company's trip. Thinking if i shd go Disneyland once more to have a look at the disparity for myself. Anyhow, will decide later.

There're many things that im feeling actually...but as per normal, i dont know how to write it out.....i'd dare better if i wrote in mandarin, but thats too tedious for now.

Actually there are times when i feel like retreating from the whole world and bury myself in a hole to get over things..but thats entirely impossible and we all know it. So i fill my days and time with loads of work - though i have been complaining, but this honestly helps me to get through this period of time.

I also want to say sorry to hua ping for what happened. yes im apologizing again and im sorry to have done what i did.

I duno what else to write. Later.